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With my foot on your neck, I finally have you...

Tue Dec 8, 2009, 6:37 AM
I've been sick.
I hate it... I really do.
Life isn't too good right now...
I wish it was better.
But why should I complain?
Ohwell...
Boy problems, school problems, family problems, sick problems, everything.
I dunno what to do, I just know that there is a special person I can go to that makes things better.
I call him puppy. <3
I am still doing commission's don't worry people, sorry I am not getting to them asap.
Keep giving them and I will do them and post them... Eventually.
I think I will go puke now.
Chao.

  • Mood: Gloomy

FREE Commissions[edit]

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 1, 2009, 10:21 PM
:bulletblack: I am currently doing FREE Commissions~ Get them why they are free!:bulletblack:'

:bulletpurple: Rules: :bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:1. I will not draw...Ecchi, Nudity (Partial too), Yuri, or Yaoi.(I will only draw them for CLOSE friends.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:2.I only do sketches, and only color with colored pencils. I do NOT ink my pictures.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:3. I only have 10 slots open, at a time.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:4. I only draw in an Anime style.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:5. Couples are fine, as long as it stays clean. (Normal, Yaoi, and Yuri accepted.):bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:6. You can choose up to three drawings at a time for me to draw you.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:7. I am not good with backrounds so do not expect anything fancy.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:8. Give me DETAILED descriptions, please.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:9. I'll only color 1 out of the 3 pictures I will draw you, if you choose three. Unless I am feeling generous.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:10. I will draw people, Furries/Anthros, and Half human/ Half Animal. (Sorry no real life pets like Dogs. Unless they are a Furry/Anthro people.):bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:11. I take my time so do NOT rush me.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:12. Please note me if you want a commission;:bulletpurple:
Title: Commission
Body: Blah blah blah

:bulletpurple:13. If you have a reference, that is good, give it to me.:bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:14. OC's, and Anime characters accepted. (Of course!):bulletpurple:

:bulletpurple:15. Follow those simple rules and enjoy!:bulletpurple:

:bulletred:Examples of my work~:bulletred:


:bulletblue:Slots::bulletblue:
1. OPEN

2. :iconzeekayart:
a. Her character Zee - 100% complete - [link]

3. :icontwily2here:
a. Undecided.

4. :iconxxinvaderxx:
a. Muramasa from Bleach - 50% complete

5. :iconsasukechan111:
a. Flaeron and Moji - 100% complete - [link]

6.OPEN
7.OPEN
8.OPEN
9.OPEN
10.OPEN
- - -
:bulletblack: Okay so I stumbled across something that I thought would be interesting to do. so I have decided to give it a try.:bulletblack:
:bulletpurple: 100 Themes challange :bulletpurple:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood - [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

  • Mood: Tender

So...

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 26, 2009, 1:10 AM
There is this boy, who I am head over heels for. I gave him my heart, my soul, my everything.

This certain boy who has my everything is by the name John Paul F. The first say I met him, my heart stopped and my feelings raced. I was too shy to tell him at first, so I kept quiet. He was very kind to me and fun to draw with, even though he says he draws bad.

John draws very well, and I love to draw with him. We had out fights in the past and what not, but we got over them. I always liked John more than I did my ex AlexZandir. Even though that is wrong of me, I couldn't help it, John is just a sweethart.

We stopped talking for a while, but in Febuary, we started to talk again. I don't remeber why, but I was so happy to be able to talk to John again. Near Valentines day, I was waiting for him to ask me out, but I hit him to the bat. We started going on on Febuary 11, 2009, and we are still together to this day.

He has his childish side, but that is okay because it matches mine. We argue about a lot of things but it's stupid things in the end. We do have our hard times, but we get over it. I feel our love is very strong for each other, and we can last.

It is almost half a year since we have been dating. Also I can't wait until a year rolls by. He is very kind to me, and everything. He is everything I could ask for, and nothing less. He bought me a necklace to remeber him, and I wear it everyday. It's Alexandrite, I think thats how you spell it. :heart:

I call John Puppy, though it embarasses him, and he calls me kitten. I find it so cute how we talk and whatnot, it's our special little thing. He said "Pwaaa" to me and I found it so cute, like a baby would say it. And then I would say "Whosaboo!" and well we stuck with our sayings and say it to each other to smile.

I guess to sum this Journal up... I am totally in love with this boy. :love: And I will be for a very long time (:

  • Mood: Tender
  • Watching: Lilo and Stitch

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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 23, 2009, 2:23 AM
I am going to Rhode Island until Tuesday.

I feel lonely... I dunno.
I really miss John, I will miss him so much when I am gone.

My boyfriend got me a subscription~ I love him so much, he is just too kind. :heart: I am going to draw him pleanty of pictures to pay back <3

I love :icontsurakai: oh so much <3

  • Mood: Unhappy

I was tagged by someone I love :B

Mon Jul 20, 2009, 2:04 PM
You’re a 90’s kid if...
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You remember watching:

[X] Kenan and Kel;
[X] Doug;
[X] Ren & Stimpy;
[X] Pinky & the Brain;
[X] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!;
[X] Rocko's Modern Life;
[X] Animaniacs;
[X] Gargoyles:
[X] Hey Arnold!;
[X] Out of the Box;
[X] Bear in the Big Blue House.

[ ] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!";
[ ] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised..."

You remember:

[X] Step by Step;
[X] Family Matters;
[X] Dinosaurs;
[X] Boy Meets World;
[X] Full House.
[X] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons;
[X] You remember reading Goosebumps.

When everything was settled by:

[X] "Rock/paper/scissors";
[X] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish";
[ ] "Miss Mary Mack".
[X] When kickball was something you did everyday;
[ ] You used to listen to the radio all day long;
[ ] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[X] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis;
[X] You remember The Original Game Boy;
[X] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny;

You remember watching:

[X] The Magic School Bus;
[ ] Wishbone;
[X] Reading Rainbow;
[X] Ghostwriter.

[X] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool;
[X] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books;
[X] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[X] Batman the Animated Series;
[X] Aladdin;
[X] Ninja Turtles;
[X] Ghost Busters.

[X] You remember Ring Pops!!!;
[X] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!";
[X] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players;
[X] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them;(Didn't know how to make them..)
[ ] You played and/or collected Pogs;
[X] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[X] Rugrats;
[X] Wild Thornberrys;
[X] Power Rangers.

[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You collected:

[X] Beanie Babies;
[X] Pokemon cards;
[ ] Carebears;
[X] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[X] Everyone watched the WB;
[X] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart;
[X] Digimon was still on;
[X] If you even know what an original Walkman is;
[X] You know the Macarena by heart;
[X] "Talk to the hand";
[X] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary;
[X] Before the MySpace frenzy;
[X] Before the Internet & text messaging;
[X] Before Sidekicks & iPods;
[X] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360;
[X] Back before X-Box period;
[X] Before SpongeBob;
[X] When light up sneakers were cool;
[X] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs;
[X] When gas was $0.95 a gallon;
[X] When we recorded stuff on VCR;
[X] You had slap bracelets;
[X] You actually played outside until it was dark;
[X] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear
[X] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times;
[X] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here


Now tag at least 2 people
:icongore22: and my puppy :B

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: The TV
  • Reading: Darian's letter
  • Watching: What not to Wear
  • Drinking: Juice box

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